either way let me know.
if you can’t love me just leave me alone.
i MEAN iT.
>=(
reblogging
(via starrylovespoetry)
its true.. im not, and cant be a perfect lover.. i always avoid pain, hu~
(funkylove-fabricatedetails-idontwanttotellyou)(via —happified)
..but i think i’ve cried alot and am tired to cry anymore..
i want atleast a reason to be happy and can smile and be happy sincerely,
(via fuckyeahhappy)
”..and I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better,
but I want you to move on
so I’m already gone..
Looking at you makes it harder,
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn’t keep this love alive,
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go..”
move on..im just so yesterday for u..dont look for me now..
you’ve found her,love only her will u?
its just not right.. to hear your voice, to talk to you.. nothing feels right..
to know clearly that im only a substitute and im meaningless for u, fuck it aint feel right.
and i know when someday i need u, u’ll nowhere to be around
because u’ll be there for her, your love of your life.
and then, once again for many times that i lost count, i’ll be abandoned.
yes, im nowhere close to your heart.. i know u just play me like a doll..
when you’re bored, u’ll pick me up..but when she calls, u’ll keep me back in your box..
furthermore, u are ashame to acknowledge to the people around about us,
for god sake what can be more frustrating?
do u enjoy seeing me bleeding, and keep bleeding?
i laugh on the outside, yet did u know what i felt inside?
im tired of fake happiness.

She sits there in class. The teacher is talking. She doesn’t listen to a word she’s saying. Here he is again.
Him: Hey, stranger.
Her: What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be in class?
Him: Well, technically I am. But this isn’t really me. I’m in your thoughts. I tend to be here often don’t I?
Her: Unfortunately, yes.
Him: Why do you say unfortunately?
Her: Because I must forget about you and my feelings for you.
Him: Why?
Her: Cause you don’t feel the same way about me as I feel about you.
Him: Hmm.
There’s a pause.
Him: So, why are you taking this class?
Her: I have to in order to be a professional. In order to please my father.
Her hair is in her face. He pushes it back gently and looks at her.
Him: For once, why can’t you please yourself?
Her: Because.
Him: Because, that’s an interesting answer. Come on we all know that you don’t want to be what they want you to be. You want to be more than that.
Her: No, I don’t.
Him: Right.
Once again that pause.
Her: Would you leave already?!?!?!
Him: Nope.
Her: Why?!?!?!
Him: Cause you don’t want me to.
She stares at him. He stares back and smiles.
Her: You’re being too personal.
Him: You’ve answered every question so far. I guess it doesn’t bother you. Or does it?
Her: No. It doesn’t bother me at all.
Once again he smiles and places his hand under her chin and stares into her eyes. She pushes him away.
Him: Why do you deny your feelings for me?
Her: These feelings I have are messed up. I think that I’m over you and then I see you. You have no idea what you do to me. You know me so well and I trust you so much. I lo…You know what? Forget it!
He gets closer to her face.
Him: Say what you were going to say.
She looks into his eyes. Her eyes are tearing up. She feels the drop fall down her cheek. He brushes the tear away.
Her: I love you.
He smiles and kisses her. A kiss so deep yet so gentle. Once again he’s gone just as fast as he arrived.
wow, i have a strange mind.. ;p
i’ve learned the hard way.. and i’m hoping for the best next..
(via thelovelybones)
..and i never regretted my last word.. :)